So far from myself,
I didn’t even realise I was lost
Bee Houghton
So far from myself,
I didn’t even realise I was lost
Bee Houghton
triggers
uncover your heart wound
barely covered by time
like that
I am swept out to the darkest depths of my grief
tears flow relentlessly
where only days ago I thought they were dried up
Losing you is still the most painful experience I have and I can have it over and over again
Breathe
Breathe
I keep taking one breath after another, calming myself to live without you
just as I have for sixteen months
and will for the rest of my life
Bee Houghton
I only wanted better things for you
but you didn’t want anything for me
at all
Bee Houghton
Do not get caught up and / or forget your objective, your purpose, your reasoning, your vision and the outcome that should arise from such things if one could only keep constantly aware of them and stay on their path moving forward.
Bee Houghton
I like the silence. It has a comforting embrace that warmly envelops me with peace, contentment and security. Like an old friend I can relax with and delight in the sounds of nature by day and the stillness in the night. I need the silence and the stillness to write. I need to be alone or at least alone in my world.
Bee Houghton
It comes to me in dreams when I am awake. For it is only when I am truly awake and conscious that truth, fundamental understanding and enlightened ideas, thoughts, knowledge and wisdom are in me. In these moments I understand that they are always in me, part of me, part of the universe but it is only in these moments that I can see, hear and feel them.
Bee Houghton
somewhere
beyond the stars of the universe
beneath the earth
I know you can feel my love
Bee Houghton
you will always be my muse
even when your bones have turned to dust
Bee Houghton
I wanted you to be ok
and it haunted me that you were not
A fictional character you may be
but you stayed with me for days….
Bee Houghton
she said
it will only make you cry
but the tears were already flowing
even when they could not be seen
Bee Houghton